i used to stay awake st night staring at my window waiting for somebody to come through and kill me because i had intrusive thoughts of somebody coming in and killing me or shooting me thru the window

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Its 05:39 here

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i had anxiety attacks almost daily thinking about how i’d die and preparing myself for my death

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I been up all noght

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Night

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oh im coral now yay

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I have 97¢ what can I buy

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SAME CORAL OMG I JUST HAD ONE BECAUSE I SAW A VIDEO ON SOMEONE DYING AND HAD A PANIK ATTACK

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i still do, i live every day in fear, even when im safe its on my mind, im preparing myself for death sll the time.

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ALSO YELLOW NOOO thats happened to me so many times its the worst im so sorry

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Same, i think pf every possible way i could die and try to prepare myswlf

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I think about how one day I'm just another person in thd ground

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Omg red-

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im glad im not alone yellow, you dont deserve to feel this way

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i hate feeling this way

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Nor do you

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im not scared of dying but im just so scared of the way it’ll happen

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Yesss frr i dont want to die to a man

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I'm scared of death because I'll regret all I didn't do

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Sameeeeee

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EXACTLY yellow. i would rather die in any way than through the hands of another human

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its my biggest fear and my biggest intrusive thiught

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fr i refuse to die because of a human

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Same

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Ughhh

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I wanna die on my farm with cats and a loving husband 😔

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i wish somebody could give me a big hug and comfort me rn

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Same red

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Same coral

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Same all of youuu

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yellow i could hug you if i could

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Same coral 😭🫂

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Marriage is scared what if they want a modern home

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Scary*

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Fr

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Whatever fuck spelling

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im just feeling so scared because im going to the theater tomorrow, i dont wanna explain my intrusive thoufhts but im so fucking scared i started crying and heaving im scared i cpkeeo overthinking

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No coral i wish i could be there for you :(

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I widh i could gove you a hug

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Just now thinking about how theres probably videos of me as a kid and he has them out there somewhere

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