feels pretty bad

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i remember trying to get closer to someone

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they didnt feel interested; which is completely fair i just feel bummed out about it

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Thats completely valid, i hear you

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yeah

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You remind me of me honestly if you dont mind me saying

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honestly finding groups or clubs that have similar interests to you is a good start to finding more friend perminance (hopefully, not having friends is really rough. i feel you man)

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thats okay

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hmmm

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i need to find out a way to start

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I hope theres an end to it for you, I hope you find your people

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like im pretty sure i share interests with many people

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Im just waiting for college and hoping honestly

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and im not a huge asshole

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Always a good sign

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even assholes group together; thats what i think

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so idk what im doing wrong

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i feel bad thinking this but its like we dont understand each other a lot

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i saw this one girl

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she uhhh

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I'm realizing that I'm the old one here lmao. but yea once you find more mature/adult settings like college, community groups, i usually find myself enjoying those bonds over the fake ones i made in h

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she was very social and remembered peoples birthdays etc and could talk to anyone

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*hs

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fucking shocking

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I know people like that yeah

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Its crazy how different people.can be

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and i mean i do have family at home but i am not very connected to them

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i feel bad saying this but its like i merely coexist with them

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Thats tough

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it's all a weird adventure trust

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mhm

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Im sorry about that

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its fine dw

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just a thought

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fam can be fuked up and friends end up being closer than fam

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i did use to have a pretty good online friend but im scared that we are drifting apart

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i cant even get mad bc thats natural if it did happen

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life can be like that and diff. varients along the way

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yeah

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After all she put me through and how much of a bad person she was i wish she was still in my life, I miss her alot

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