theres a difference to being selfish and self care

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i relapsed

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Itsreally hard to stop caring about what other people think red

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Oh im sorry

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yeah...

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its cool

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do u know how much paracetemol will kill someone hypothetically

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It doesnt matter how perfect you are you never really are

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yeah...ik but u got to be the best version of urself

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Kneel sit and roll over when people who have authority in my life tell me to

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i told her

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i actually told her what happened

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Why the fuck is immigration so difficult? Why can't i just go live somewhere else without have to do this lengthy arbitrary process? Borders are dumb and only serve to keep humanity separated

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what are the pros and cons of becoming a courtisan?

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courrtisa/

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what s that

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what does courtisan mean

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it's like a high end escort and gets to chose what services she/they give

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lol i know right?! I'm a bit drunk lol but idk I've been playing with that idea for a while now

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i work at a concert venue and its good and bad at the same time

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its fun getting to hear the concerts so close

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kinda wanna run away from my life and live by my apparently physical nature

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but its bad having to yell at people if they do something bad

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like this one girl tried to jump the barrier and i had to yell at her

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but theres also the funny parts

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like when a fan threw a bra at the stage but missed and hit me in the face

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shit was golden

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i feel useless as a human. i can learn lots of things and enjoy it and i have an aching physical need that hasn't been vared for in 4 years

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*cared

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in my head if i get good at things I like doing, and i like male company, and i can be someone else for a change and just be. idk my heart is in a tornado right now

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i can't seem to get things right with my partner

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i don't even know why im upset atp

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but the harrassment i endure is scary

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i know it's a shit thing to say but I'd liked to he harassed a little bit to feel wanted and alive.

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but for you i hope whoever dare touch you that their hands fall off

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no one deserves to be touched unless they want to

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what would you say to your partner that trauma dumps on you 24/7?

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My teens sucked

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I let a girl manipulate me

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