i work at a concert venue and its good and bad at the same time

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its fun getting to hear the concerts so close

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kinda wanna run away from my life and live by my apparently physical nature

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but its bad having to yell at people if they do something bad

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like this one girl tried to jump the barrier and i had to yell at her

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but theres also the funny parts

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like when a fan threw a bra at the stage but missed and hit me in the face

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shit was golden

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i feel useless as a human. i can learn lots of things and enjoy it and i have an aching physical need that hasn't been vared for in 4 years

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*cared

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in my head if i get good at things I like doing, and i like male company, and i can be someone else for a change and just be. idk my heart is in a tornado right now

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i can't seem to get things right with my partner

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i don't even know why im upset atp

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but the harrassment i endure is scary

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i know it's a shit thing to say but I'd liked to he harassed a little bit to feel wanted and alive.

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but for you i hope whoever dare touch you that their hands fall off

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no one deserves to be touched unless they want to

96946 - 

what would you say to your partner that trauma dumps on you 24/7?

96946 - 

My teens sucked

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I let a girl manipulate me

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My friends all left me

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security jobs are hard

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And now I cant trust anybody anymore

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hey

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im guessing we all feel kinda down in some way

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Hi pink

65310 - 

Yeah thats reasonable to say

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yeah

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holidays are coming up and im dreading them

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Like school holidays or vacation?

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as much as i dislike school it like gives me my daily minimum of human interaction

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yeah summer is coming up

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I know how that feels, im with you on that one

65310 - 

what do people usually do on holidays

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i always think people often hang out with others

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i miss school for the interactions with friends. fuck hs after that tho lol

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they go out and do things together

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I hang out with my friends from time to time, but im probably not the best person to ask

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i think i genuinely dont have any irl friends

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i have aquaintances

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