Im an immigrant. I was raised by my eldest brother and eldest sister

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i want to die

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My mother died at my birth. My father died in the war.

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My brother got us to America.

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same blue

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ok green im listening

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Basically I fucking hate my brother. And people say I'm selfish because he did so much for us.

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But he did it for himself. He just happened to take me along.

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I amn't smart. my gpa was shit. But I was saving enough money for signing because I have a lot of chance to getting into soccer.

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A lot of scouts talked to me before. And so I took loans from my friends and I sold stuff here and there and worked small jobs.

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We live in an impoverished area and it's pretty sketchy. And so I felt bad because I know my family really needed that money

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But I still really wanted to go pro and all my problems would be solved, and me and my sister Hala could get out of this shithole

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wtff

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But one day my brother found the plastic bag with all the money and waited for me to come home. When I did he beat the hell out of me and even Hala looked ashamed. Said if I wanted to hide money

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is someone here?

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I should make it like a man.

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Yeah.

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ru real?

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Uh, yes?

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Hello?

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okay sorry u can continue venting

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yea im here

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Well basically he beat the shit out of me and made me drop out

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so there went all my dreamss

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and I was made to work

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and we worked for my sisters dowry- which btw she didnt even WANT to get married

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And then when we finally made enough, we married her off

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And it was hell living alone with him

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I had to shower with the lights off so he wouldnt barge in for whatever reason

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He took my door off

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he didn't believe in privacy I guess

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do u still live with him?

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yeah

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One day I went to a party to piss him off

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okay

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All the things he didn't like, girls, drugs, alcohol

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And I got really drunk and kissed a guy- im not gay it just happened

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It was on social media. He saw it.

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When I came home he beat my ass

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there?

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