and im gonna crash out i texted my friend and she hasnt replied yet either idk whats happening or what to think

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Yellow, i mean it might seam that way when youre in a bad spot, you cant see whats behind you when youre in a valley

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Cyan yeah i guess so

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For the life of me i cant think positive

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And also believe in it

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Are u stressed abt something

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Yeah alot of stuff

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Studies stressing me out lowkey even though im not even bothering to study

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My mother is so abusive i cant ignore it anymore

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My siblings don't gaf

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Yes same, i finished with end of year exams finally, but when i was i would just stress all the time about studying but cannot bring myself to start

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A really close relative died and ive been mourning but idk how to grieve properly

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Yeah i get that

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I cant seem to cope in a healthy way

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And im tired of hurting

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All three of my cats died within the span of like 3 months and it happened too fast so i just kind of decided to not think about it at all

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But i wont do anything actually productive

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Idk how to grieve

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Im so so sorry cyan

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That is awful

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I mean im over it now it was a while ago just thought its similar to ur situation

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Sorry to u too

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Hi

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Ive only ever had one cat i don't even remember her much i was so little

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Sex

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Hi purple

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I feel like im stuck

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I'm the lord of stuckness

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And I wont even try to unstuck myslef most of the time

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And when i do try im unsuccessful so i just give up

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It is what it is mindset will get u far

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Got me far

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Yeah

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Better luck next time

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I feel like my friends are sort of immature

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But i dont have much choice, im in a school where most dont speak english so

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Well they speak english but not well

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Ive been distancing myself from my friends

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They choose not to most of the time

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I gtg sry

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