oh shit cyan i feel like you just called me out

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ik, but he himself is struggling, in fact am talking to him rn too

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and as if that was less

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when i came back home

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and told what all happened in school

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to my parents

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the person I love so deeply maybe most deeply in some way sent me a self care app

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my dad, said "so u go for all that to school? not study? thats why you are getting less marks"

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aww sweet

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yeahhh but he doesn't really show his love for me

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he has a boyfriend now

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so he stopped speaking to me a lot

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and i get that

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but he always does that

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damn

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but now even though he has a bf he sends me hugs through the self care app

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and when i reply he stops

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aww

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i feel like he does love me

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if distance weren't a thing i think we'd have stayed together

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then why is he dating a boy?

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well.......

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i don't know

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he's weird

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i think he'snthe avoidant attachment style

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yea....

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maybe

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ive dreamt of him for 2months

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and some other times

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like last night

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if he is the one for u, u will find him even with distance, if he isnt the one, he wont be yours even after staying near u

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he cared for me in the dream and was helping me and i was being sus and asking him why

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i suppose so

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i hope

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he's the only one i ever imagined a future with

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an actual future

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yup, dont chase the wrong person, let your heart guide u

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i get it, really. but sometimes, its not the one u imagine a future with, its the one that u make a future with

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