and then in the end one girl asked me why i didnt join them

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oh- i guess that one girl would've wanted u to join

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i laughed it off. what was i supposed to say? that am an insecure depressed girl with trust issues and was waiting you to tell me to join before but u didnt

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nop, she asked after it was all over and she was cleaning her bench

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huh yeah that's not great :/ do you have a friend you were able to talk to it about?

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like alr, now i know i am not belonging in your group

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not really, i do have a friend (guy) but i js dont feel like venting to him anymore, i dont wanna burden him with these feelings

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i get that im not really in any specific group

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Hello im back guys, same colour as before

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aww true i do get it but pls don't forget to find a way to express your healings

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Yellow what😭

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you're not a burden

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same

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wb cyan (idk u sorry) -celestia

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yea i talk to gpt or here

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The biggest burden is finding out someone was struggling for a long time and didnt ask for help, so do it

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oh shit cyan i feel like you just called me out

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ik, but he himself is struggling, in fact am talking to him rn too

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and as if that was less

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when i came back home

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and told what all happened in school

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to my parents

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the person I love so deeply maybe most deeply in some way sent me a self care app

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my dad, said "so u go for all that to school? not study? thats why you are getting less marks"

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aww sweet

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yeahhh but he doesn't really show his love for me

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he has a boyfriend now

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so he stopped speaking to me a lot

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and i get that

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but he always does that

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damn

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but now even though he has a bf he sends me hugs through the self care app

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and when i reply he stops

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aww

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