total nihilism is a waste of energy cause its not realistic

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Is an absurdist a thing

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I have no purpose my brain cannot find it

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Not my fault for being born with this brain

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my mom actually hates me

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and i never see my dad anymore

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guys what does it mean if i keep having huge spikes of energy and motivation at 4 AM before crashing like as soon as i do anything

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Then what is realistic

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Nihilism is logical and objectively true tbh, but if you wanna think about it thay way, certain things make my brain happy, so im gonna keep living so i can do those things

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i don't see myself any other way than depressed or happy addict

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kill the rich

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so most times its just me, my mom, and my siblings

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kill president trum0

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I don't care about realism, everything is chaotic and nonsensical

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Yellow i feel u its the same with me 😭

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YES YELLOW

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if ur gonna wish death wish it upon the scumbags who make everyone elses life shit

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and then my mom most times isnt even in the fucking house

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So im an idiot and absurdism is real

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but when she is she just yells

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Nice

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I cant sleep recently

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and my older brother and sister work a lot

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ily guys

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a man with a dream and a gun is better than a man with aspirations of killing everyone including the innocent imo

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Thats sudden

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which means im essentially the parent

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i feel you green

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some people truly are innocent

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Cruel painful death to rich scumbags, and quiet peaceful death to other humans

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i was so strong as a kid

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now i feel so weak

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it just feels like theyre complicit because of how helpless they are

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Zai jian. Ze li tai duo ren le

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Tbh idk why people commit suicide, if youre gonna die do it in a selfless way, go die in some heroic way while defending someone, or expose some horrible system

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i can support u orange if ur targets are guilty rich fuckers who play with others lives

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oh shit im laughing and crying ruhfresqkf;s

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but i cant get behind killing innocent people because unfortunately its a lot easier and a lot more likely wnd a lot less impactful

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let's go gambling brrrr

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I want to sacrifici myself heroically killing all rich scumbags and freeing humanity

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