Im so tired of just. Being me

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How can I trust anybody to love me when i cant love me

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It doesnt matter though i was always doomed to die alone

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How are you a good person

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how are you you

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i am messed up

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i want to believe its because of what i went thru

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so i can believe i can be better

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just like most ppl right?

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hey

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i always wonder if im a good person

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i think so but thats just my own opinion

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i just hope im perceived that way

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im feeling lonely af right now and i cant fucking sleep

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ive decided that i dont need a relationship but now im facing what being alone will be like

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dying alone sounds peaceful but unfortunate at the same time

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i’d rather someone be there

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i have a few close friends right now but who knows if theyll leave

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or if i leave them for whatever reason

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ive had to lose a lot of friends this year :/

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i cant even miss them. theyre shitty people

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but i miss feeling that loved

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most of them were just awful to my friends and i couldnt morally stay

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they treated me like i knew them for my whole life

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but now theyre gone

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i ised

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i used to be kinda popular in my area and now im just a douchebag

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man i fucking hate depression. im mostly by myself this summer because im pretty solitary and never made very many friends.

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all ive been doing it sitting around and smoking weed on my own

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I feel you red

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and if im not smoking weed? im just miserable i guess. nobody is texting me or anything lmao

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My phone is so dry it's sad

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FOR REAL

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i have done something really wrong and im scared

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maybe i actually need to start conversations or something. 🙏

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Anyone wanna chat?

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Maybe haha and same

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What did you do yellow?

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I hate my family and there is something wrong with them. I want to kill them because they look for any excuse to blame me and take things out on me. they aren't my family anymore.

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I don't care if it happens to others. I want to kill them.

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