Good thing I don't get involved in the F1 online community. Too tribal and animalistic like soccer

96785 - 

my beloved, shitscape, good to see you

96788 - 

did you enoy your break?

96788 - 

was the silence nice?

96788 - 

i think it would be

96788 - 

just so quiet, no thoughts or things to do

96788 - 

some things are better

96788 - 

im being confronted with my poor choices

96788 - 

i did try, to try, my best

96788 - 

but it wasnt enough

96788 - 

i dont know how to be better

96788 - 

i hate having to restrict my words and not truly tell her how badly i care bc then she'll know im in love with her

39609 - 

it seems like every direction i lean, im just picking which side of hell

96788 - 

choosing suffering

96788 - 

hard for me to commit to, but i guess, its not too different from how i live now

96788 - 

and she hasnt responded to the last thing i said i think i came off as insincere

39609 - 

im just afraid and not feeling confident

96788 - 

im so fucking awful but also i dont think we'll ever not have this bond so i js have to love other people

39609 - 

i dont have anyone to really ask for help for these kind of things

96788 - 

neither do i rlly

39609 - 

have no family or friends to ask

96788 - 

hey well rlly if u talk to them abt it its either gonna get better or things cant get worse

39609 - 

therapy is a scam, just terrible

96788 - 

I miss my pete

96787 - 

all i want to do is cry. everyday is a stressful day, everyday is about him, and when good things appear, there is always something he hates about it.

96792 - 

Yellow please be more respectful

96789 - 

i need to study, i need to work, but my body just refuses, i get sick and weak

96788 - 

This website is an honest fucking piece of shit for having a very specific Wi-Fi network that stops working even when someone is on the internet.

96762 - 

Whoever invented the very concept of the Wi-Fi or ethernet being connected but no internet should be burning in Hell.

96762 - 

spent years in offices and hospitals, im healthy, nothing wrong

96788 - 

When the wi-fi is out, remember this. The wi-fi WANTS to work, it's just being a fucking piece of shit.

96762 - 

i genuinely love being around him and loving him but i cant ignore that the bond with her and idk if she feels that too

39609 - 

its not even romantic w her

39609 - 

I hate when my mom calls me "loud" in terms of judging of the volume of my voice. It reminds me of The Loud House in a bad way.

96762 - 

i dont want my life to stop here but it really seems like it

96788 - 

im not getting better and no one can say what do

96788 - 

we agreed not to date and thats that we cant do much else but i js love her so much and i always fear i might not be her best friend

39609 - 

russians have the highest prostitue count in europe and asia

96790 - 

whatd u do

39609 - 

i don't know how to have a normal conversation anymore because all he does is complain, whine, and bitch. i don't feel heard. i feel like i can't tell him how i truly feel because it'll bother him

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