and then whenever she says stuff abt caring abt me she phrases it like a general thing - she cares abt All her friends mental health so she cares for mine

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and im so selfish but i wish she would direct it ike its at me bc for me id direct my love straight at her

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whenever im w her i feel no confusion and fear and when im w my bf i feel deep love for him but then when im alone i js cant stop thinking everythings wrong

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Does anyone know songs with a month in the title?

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everythings a cycle you js need to sit tight

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i just want him to actually listen to me and take his time with me and get to know me better. my antidepressant meds make things so difficult, I'm on an emotional rollercoaster

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I understand thsi

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I'd rather he not touch me ever than to start something he can't finish

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and let yourself be in an awful stage and then later itll change and itll go back too probably but so will the good

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i need attention too goddammit

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dawg your partner doesnt sound good at all im sorry]

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Thinking about how my friend told me she was attracted to much older guys because younger ones were "too immature" when her last boyfriend was a much older guy who abused her...

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Who was very immature

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wtf im so ungrateful]

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no bc i actually js cant take whats in front of me i have to pick everything apart to try to predict the future and it js ruins the present

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Obviously you can't judge everyone based on one guy but generally relationships are often more abusive when there is a significant age gap between the two parties...power imbalance and all that

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so close

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yeah..

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thats it

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more

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awkward

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Why is it that it's summer and only now do medical schools want me?

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no sick ppl in the winter ?

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Anyways for those in the US, just going to a school in a blue state is a blessing

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blue what's on your mind today?

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me ?

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Was jealous af of this guy until I found out he's going to one in Arkansas...sorry Arkansans

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si

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strong feelings for best friend who may or may not feel that too but i also love my bf and i dont wanna date my best friend

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bc we agree tht we cant date and risk losing each other

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Also thinking about this musician who said he didn't listen to any music released after the 1970s

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and things have been fucking w me recently abt her

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Which is crazy to me but he does have a lot music still to listen to

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we were drunk and she told me she got her gf initially to get over me and somehow that js hit me bad

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bc i didnt even realize she needed to get over me i thought she didnt gaf

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People honestly poisoning themselves with vapes is making me so sick (along with them)

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anyway dont even know what im scared of its not like i want anything to change i love her shes great love my bf too

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This goes for the cigarette smokers as well

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wbu red

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i wish i had good advice to give you

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