Well should have expected this

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Nvm then

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you know what pisses me off abt my rapist

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besides the fact shes free and got no punishment (in fact, i got punishment, despite the fact she ruined me)

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SHE THINKS SHES FUCKING AUTISTIC AND FAKES SYMPTOMS

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WHILE IM SITTING HERE WITH FUCKING SYMPTOMS THAT GET IGNORED CAUSE I HAVE TO MASK THEM AND LOSE MYSELF

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its so fucking annoying

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I hate my neighbors because they are fucking trash who play loud music on weekdays.

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i just copy ppl online half the time tho

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like if someone says lol i say lol and ive been doing ut for years

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working with the public has taught me how batshit insane people are

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hecause i don’t always understand the joke or how it is/was funny

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and its easier to just copy them

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in real life i just don’t talk bc whenever i do i get bullied

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hut then i cant tell thats bullying

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Being a non christian gay who works for the government is hell rn.

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ive been bullied over 30 times tbh

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so its easier now but i GENUINELY cant tell

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but i do bully/ tease my crushes (though they are platonic, but i cant always tell THAT wither oml)

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I hope somthing makes you smile today.

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genuinely bullied one of my friends brother and i still feel so guilty bc i couldnt tell

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i was just entertained and liked the feeling the entertainment got me

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then my fucking rapist walks in stimming and i genuinely shut down bc IM NOT EVEN DIAGNOSED.

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missed a few commas sorry

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anyways, AUTISM IS MORE THAN STIMMING, YOU FUCKING DIMWIT.

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i don’t even want similarities with her bc then im like her

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and then its like did i deserve it

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yk

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did i deserve the abuse

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also i feel like i genuinely lost myself and have no way to express interest without getting hurt

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bc i shutdown and meltdown with big changes, (or small changes, sometimes.), and used to get spanked or punished

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Idk how god or anyone loves me when im a freak

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Is anyone even here anymore or am i alone

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Now im pregnant and want to abort due to the fact my child will have to suffer having me as a mother

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Im the most unloveable creature on the planet

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Hello?

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Im here

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I dont know how to talk to my family and its breaking me apart

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Im so sorry sweetie

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I feel you

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