why cant I even stop breathing really

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its just goes on

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I work so much for no reason

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or forces me to inhale again

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Not even for money

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I'm obsessive at work

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I come work on rest day if im bored

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As i kid , i tried to hold my breath to kill myself cause how bad everything was

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Hello

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I was always disappointed at the end

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That sounds painful

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Hi

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Hii

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I guess

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: (

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eh

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I feel like

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My body is suffering right noe

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screw self-control i deserve this

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not wanting to exist

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and I feel unjustified

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to keep on living

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I don't want to either

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😀🏏💥💥💥💥

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Pero let me take a moment hahaha

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I feel guilt

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Which is like embarrassing

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Life be like: exist and force others to exist

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And i am so scared of hpw they will react

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I think I could help others die, though I m scared myself

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so it feels like a cope, distraction, avoidance

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I can't

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I hate this

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How does one enjoy live when the were abused and traumatized

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Im too scared

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i did nothing but doom scroll for the whole day

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Hahahaha, I meant it this way.. in a more explanatory thingy.. ewan. So what I'm saying is if you love/like a person, you dont just force them.. to stay with you.. if may complaint.. address it

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Wtf is wrong with me

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Same coral

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Just be exploited and pay for mental supports that will never truly fix u

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