harmful thoughts

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as if we really had choice in the matter

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People who commit suicides have courage, those who don"t are the cowards

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fair point, though I dont see victims as cowards

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I see them as trapped miserable people

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maybe I see them as cowards

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doesnt really matter much

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how I percieve them

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it matters that they shouldnt suffer

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and I shouldnt suffer too

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I love my parents if I died they would suffer greatly, I can't mentally stand that

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I m disgusted by my alleged parents

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they neglected me so much

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and ignored what I was showing them

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explaining this evil world

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got bullied for that by them

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when I did show care

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they mocked me

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and they dismissed me

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they dismissed me

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and they created this problem to begin with

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if we would assume the "story"

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I could also not assume it

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it doesnt really make sense to me that my existence would arise from 2 types of fluids colliding

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though well, I dont really know

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though I know that life is evil an noone should ever suffer

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and humans are harming each other just by living, though many of these harms could be prevented

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just by "habits of living"

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human life is fundamentally flawed anyways

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the state of need and desires alone is undesireable

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its slavery

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if I die

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I dont want to exist

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I dont want bs afterlife

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Me when my parents prob found out about my bulimia by throw up that leaked out of a pipe loose pipe from the bathtub

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I litterlay made up a plan with my psychologist tp tell them next week

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I have no control now

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I am so fucked

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its cruel

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the amount of fear that parents induce

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