they neglected me so much

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and ignored what I was showing them

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explaining this evil world

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got bullied for that by them

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when I did show care

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they mocked me

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and they dismissed me

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they dismissed me

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and they created this problem to begin with

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if we would assume the "story"

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I could also not assume it

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it doesnt really make sense to me that my existence would arise from 2 types of fluids colliding

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though well, I dont really know

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though I know that life is evil an noone should ever suffer

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and humans are harming each other just by living, though many of these harms could be prevented

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just by "habits of living"

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human life is fundamentally flawed anyways

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the state of need and desires alone is undesireable

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its slavery

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if I die

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I dont want to exist

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I dont want bs afterlife

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Me when my parents prob found out about my bulimia by throw up that leaked out of a pipe loose pipe from the bathtub

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I litterlay made up a plan with my psychologist tp tell them next week

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I have no control now

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I am so fucked

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its cruel

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the amount of fear that parents induce

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they bully little kids

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they scare them

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They arent abusive

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I dont know any parent that wasnt abusive

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birthing someone into this world is abusive itself

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I just hate that they know now and will looka t me dofferntly and ask me questions that i dont wnat to answer

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if it wasnt so stigmatized/disencouraged

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it would be far easier

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for people to die

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I don't want to exist as an inferior bullied creature

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me neither

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this is so stupid

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