if I die

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I dont want to exist

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I dont want bs afterlife

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Me when my parents prob found out about my bulimia by throw up that leaked out of a pipe loose pipe from the bathtub

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I litterlay made up a plan with my psychologist tp tell them next week

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I have no control now

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I am so fucked

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its cruel

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the amount of fear that parents induce

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they bully little kids

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they scare them

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They arent abusive

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I dont know any parent that wasnt abusive

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birthing someone into this world is abusive itself

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I just hate that they know now and will looka t me dofferntly and ask me questions that i dont wnat to answer

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if it wasnt so stigmatized/disencouraged

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it would be far easier

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for people to die

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I don't want to exist as an inferior bullied creature

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me neither

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this is so stupid

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I love my parente and I hate seeing people suffering

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I'm taken hostage by these feelings

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I would say that

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thats suffering itself

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and another trap of life

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I cannot trhive and be a sadistic psychopath who trumples over people because I feel bad

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another suffering mechanism

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I feel bad for eating

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its disgusting

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I feel disgusted by genitals and sex

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because of risk that comes with them

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and food, well, that looks like different beings just being killed and eaten by other being

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horrible

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and breeding animals for food

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is cruel and evil

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maybe this afternoon, I'll try na lng.. cge

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even plants

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any being being eaten

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any thing being eaten

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