tf else are you supposed to call them

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shrinks

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like they are different people

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what's wrong with the word psychiatrist

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its not about word, at least not what I meant

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oh ok

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it was about, the distance created

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between "patient" and "psychiatrist"

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I see

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instead of just 2 people sharing what they know

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what they think could help

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realll exactly except i have no one to talk to

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yeah conversations between two mentally ill friends are so much better than between psych and patient

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for me living is illness so

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it's so much more genuine and less "can you pinpoint where you felt anxious today"

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"how was your week" I cycled through 1000 different emotions how about you

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yeah

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ughhh annoying

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I got so annoyed

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by these "how are you" when there was no space to even really talk

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exactly

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and I felt like another person wasnt actually asking that

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my friend got pissy at me just because i didnt want to divulge in what nsfw stuff i was discussing in another server

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when i KNOW she would find it weird af

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ah :/

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she wouldnt judge but shed be weirded out

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like, they would make me feel like they didnt want to hear my answer

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pissy friend

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yeah I have this friend who is really nice to me and all but he keeps tryna get freaky

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the thing is I dont have the heart to flat out reject him on the freaky pics

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so i just kinda awkwardly sometimes throw in a freaky text

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but like. its still MY business

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[blue]yeah

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i literally even sent a more serious message like sorry friend but i know it isnt stuff youd be into

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I got a voice in head today, it was horrible

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idk anymore

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[blue] yeah exactly

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I dont know if it was trying to pretend it was me or what

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[coral? orange] aw :(

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and shes like oh you KNOW huh? like yeah i do betie :(( we touched on similar stuff and you went full judgemental mode

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