If i find a clean and painless way to kill myself i will do it

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I feel as if im a bad person

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Why else would i want to kill myself

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Bad people deserve to die

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So i deserve to die

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Like the second i figure out a way to kill myself cleanly and painlessly i am going to kill myself actually

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Maybe even before painlessly

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As long as its clean and doesnt hurt too much

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My mom and friends would miss me but theyd get over it

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Theyd have to

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I shouldnt have been born in the first place

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I wish id die

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i am nothing more than my instrument

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What insteument

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no one sees me as a person, im just that guitarist

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Are you in a band

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the guitar doesnt magically make noise on its own

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i mean somewhat me and my friends have a garage band, we just do random little shows at festivals in the area

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That sounds fun

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its fun but not when people just love the vocalist and not the whole band

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and the hate on bassists is actually unreal

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Yeah the singer tends to get most of the praise

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like brother bass is the core for every song

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they may only play 5 notes but theyre needed

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I dont k ow why any of my family wants me to continue living

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we preformed at one of the biggest festivals in the local area this year

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Like my mom or my friends i mean

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You guys must be good

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and we all did amazing but only our vocalist was praised

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and even he said at the end "give it up for the band! without them, i am nothing, we need eachother"

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hello

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Hi

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hello yellow

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hru guys

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a bit pissed off wbu

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Bad

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aw man

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why

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im ok idk anymore

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I tell people im gonna get better or try to get a therapist but i cant get better and i never tey to get one

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