i was ranting about something else haha

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thats what this website is for

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just rant

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just been having a rough last few weeks on the job

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lots of criminals and victims

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English isnt my first language so bear with me

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ah same here dont worry

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But i really feel fkd up mentally

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me too

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alr wel imma continue my rant too

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I feel isolated. My parents want me to engage to someone I have no emotional pull towards. And I don't want to waste two years of engagement with her just to say no.

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i think im addicted to caffeine, but i dont even know if that is a real addiction

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And i feel really fed up

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It is green

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my therapist wants to admit me for a three addiction program, but i dont believe im addicted

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There is withdrawal effect too

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they say i have a self harm addiction, a screen and phone addiction and a caffeine addiction

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but i dont believe that

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lots of people wake up with a headache that doesnt go away untill they've had their "morning coffee"

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And I don't want to hurt that person or lead them on. The bigger problem is that I'm in love with somebody I'm not sure they reciprocate back. Am I being ungrateful or picky?

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I hate depression i believe that i cant escape this episode

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and apparently thats fine, but when i say im nauseas and shakey untill i've had a can of monster suddenly im addicted

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im litterally typing this while drinking three cans of energy thrown into one big bottle

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I just don't want to spend my life with someone that I just don't love, like, at all. I want to feel like I'm with my partner, not a roomate

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Depression and nostalgia will be the death of me

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on the one hand i dont

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Ive never celebrated christmas

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i dont know why

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But i always wanted too

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I feel like it is a magical day

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i know i shouldnt, its bad for my health and it makes me ugly. but i just love seeing the blood

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I celebrate new years doew feel like Christmas to u red?

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