Oh no cyan :/

96726 - 

You need to remember self care

96726 - 

no im not saying to you orange im js saying in general theres not much stuff to do

96727 - 

I didnt and got burned out

96726 - 

I think I need to break things off with her, but part of me is also dependant on her and I just now went back after trying to leave

96679 - 

You probably should take a break at least

96727 - 

mhm, I agree

96679 - 

Are tou afraid of what might happen to her if you guys brewk up?

96726 - 

If shes making your life harder and stuff

96727 - 

I am, yeah

96679 - 

You**

96726 - 

its gonna feel rough but it will be worth it

96727 - 

tbh she might hurt herself I'm afraid

96679 - 

you cant control her actions though

96726 - 

or at least ask her to consider therapy

96727 - 

And you have to put yourself first

96726 - 

thats true ya

96679 - 

hi

96674 - 

Yeah i second the therapy thing

96726 - 

she's tried therapy but it doesn't help her

96679 - 

theres so much shit happening in the world rn

96727 - 

bc she doesn't like talking to strangers

96679 - 

i fear i want to die

96674 - 

does she have any trusted adults

96727 - 

i dont feel anything anymore

96674 - 

Have you tried talking to her about how her situation is affecting you?

96726 - 

no, bothe her parents are some of the worst people I know

96679 - 

cyan same'

96674 - 

I haven't, tbh. I'm scared

96679 - 

cyan u should

96674 - 

yeah

96679 - 

you should prioritize yourself at the end of the day

96727 - 

its the healthier thing for both of u

96674 - 

I agree

96726 - 

fr

96674 - 

or at least take a break

96727 - 

yea

96674 - 

give her some space and ask her to respect yours for a bit

96727 - 

I kinda have a plan, to break up with her right before I gotta go to texas for a week, that way I'll be too busy to relaps

96679 - 

cyan that might be good

96674 -