hmmmm - elli

96012 - 

i love the person who groomed me but i will never be on the same level of maturity as him and it sucks so much

95973 - 

thats when it gets dangerous. i do think that leaning too hard on these darker media/darkships could detriment your mental health

96009 - 

honestly imma bsr wu - elli

96012 - 

the whole hunger thing, I dont want to be tortured to eat food

95995 - 

Tcccccccc buh byaaaaaa <3🐨

96008 - 

if you were on the same level, he wouldnt have groomed you

95475 - 

I can't give u an actual answer it depends on u - elli

96012 - 

ive been crying for hours

95973 - 

i love him

95973 - 

I m just venting I guess

95995 - 

i dont intend on changing so either way i wouldnt really care

45956 - 

and mby raising awarness

95995 - 

i get that it's something that y can't necessarilly control - elli

96012 - 

i want to be good enough for him

95973 - 

uh ok

96009 - 

hes not good enough for you

95475 - 

hes several years older

95973 - 

and mby raising awareness

95995 - 

but it depends on how long it takes for ur brain to start overcoming it ig - elli

96012 - 

hes so kind to me and we both hurt each other in the past

95973 - 

why do even people think that life could be justified?

95995 - 

it cant

95995 - 

i had such an embarrassing flashback to an old fight tonight

95973 - 

obviously i'm not in ur situation so i'm sorry i might not be able to give the best advice but still - elli

96012 - 

no amount of suffering can be justified

95995 - 

im crying amd i almost threw up

95973 - 

Also white - elli

96012 - 

green i agree we really shouldnt be forced to live

45956 - 

bun him - elli

96012 - 

i love him

95973 - 

hes the only person whos loved me too

95973 - 

do u love him or how he makes u feel SOMETIMES - elli

96012 - 

hes always so kind

95973 - 

if there at least were accessible ways of ending all of this crap

95995 - 

if he hurt you that much does he rlly love u as much as u love him - elli

96012 - 

i kind of just want to die

95973 - 

all seem gatekept, and require effort

95995 -