i only saw her because my primary doctor wouldnt refill my sleeping pills until i did

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i genuinely wanna kms

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Im happy for u!🐨

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red- misty

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do you wanna talk about it- misty

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Whats up red? Wanna talk abt it?🐨

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i got sleeping pills off my local drug dealer -kisses

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i kinda do 😭

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I get you red -Fen

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talking about it isnt going to help when everyone says the same exact things. just saying

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Therapy is taboo where I am, there's one hell of a stigma. The moment you seek out for mental health support, you're a disgrace.

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they are cheaper through my insurance lol

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MY TOE HURTS SO BAD AHHHHHHH😭🐨

96031 - 

"Who wants a crazy daughter?"

96030 - 

abuse left me w bpd and omfg

95213 - 

it sucks

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"real" "me too" "sorry to hear that"

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Ik some people just wanna let it out though🐨

96031 - 

It must be nice to be able to seek out help

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I wish i had that kind of access

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I was already in a psych hospital 4 ti

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Times

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and maybe i should go back

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im just an fcking piece of sht. he left me. He came back and i accepted him back, now i fucking blocked him after everything got normal again. i FCKING HATE MYSELF. 🦊

96032 - 

I kind of want to get worse for as long as I can, I feel like I deserve it in a way -Fen

96020 - 

bc im feeling shitty af

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At this point I wish someone can just help me end my life

96030 - 

why are so many people on here white rn

95475 - 

its so cruel

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That's good, that way no one can keep track of the trash I say

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fen you dont deserve that your an amazing person -juliet

96024 - 

parents thinking that after 18 years they can just turn a blind eye and let me rot and decay, not even heling me peacfully die

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I have a crush on this one girl

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but she would never like me

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you don't really know me, juliet, though I appreciate the kind words -Fen

96020 - 

Why?🐨

96031 - 

i remember being so stressed out the night before my quran exam i prayed and begged to die and considered walking by myself and sneaking out to the countries tallest building , getting past the-

45956 - 

what do i want for dinner, thai/chinese/pho/indian

95475 - 

I've screwed up a lot -Fen

96020 - 

security and jumping because i was so stressed. that building was 3 hours away btw

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