but also I don't feel happy about it now, though to quote a saying from my native language "the morning is wiser than the evening" so maybe it's just the rainy weather -Fen

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Aw whats up?🐨

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i will say though if you really truly want to get better and dont know where to start therapists CAN be useful but from what others say whove been in therapy? mostly no

45956 - 

Oh lol I miss read that message so bad🐨

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im finally not an outsider im a part of the group- misty

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ooh whats it in the base lang fen? .tg

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Yessssssss!🐨

96031 - 

theropy was a good starting point for me -kisses

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i only saw her because my primary doctor wouldnt refill my sleeping pills until i did

95475 - 

i genuinely wanna kms

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Im happy for u!🐨

96031 - 

red- misty

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do you wanna talk about it- misty

96002 - 

Whats up red? Wanna talk abt it?🐨

96031 - 

i got sleeping pills off my local drug dealer -kisses

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i kinda do 😭

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I get you red -Fen

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talking about it isnt going to help when everyone says the same exact things. just saying

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Therapy is taboo where I am, there's one hell of a stigma. The moment you seek out for mental health support, you're a disgrace.

96030 - 

they are cheaper through my insurance lol

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MY TOE HURTS SO BAD AHHHHHHH😭🐨

96031 - 

"Who wants a crazy daughter?"

96030 - 

abuse left me w bpd and omfg

95213 - 

it sucks

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"real" "me too" "sorry to hear that"

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Ik some people just wanna let it out though🐨

96031 - 

It must be nice to be able to seek out help

96030 - 

I wish i had that kind of access

96030 - 

I was already in a psych hospital 4 ti

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Times

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and maybe i should go back

95213 - 

im just an fcking piece of sht. he left me. He came back and i accepted him back, now i fucking blocked him after everything got normal again. i FCKING HATE MYSELF. 🦊

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I kind of want to get worse for as long as I can, I feel like I deserve it in a way -Fen

96020 - 

bc im feeling shitty af

95213 - 

At this point I wish someone can just help me end my life

96030 - 

why are so many people on here white rn

95475 - 

its so cruel

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That's good, that way no one can keep track of the trash I say

96030 - 

fen you dont deserve that your an amazing person -juliet

96024 - 

parents thinking that after 18 years they can just turn a blind eye and let me rot and decay, not even heling me peacfully die

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