it seems so "programmed"

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What am I supposed to do with myself

95999 - 

I dont want to suffer

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I want to leave but is it too selfish, if i stay to take care of her id through away all my dreams

95988 - 

I'm anxious about a possible world war

95999 - 

isnt it "selfish" (or rather cruel) to keep us here?

95995 - 

But she went after her dreams and left me

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hi yall-misty

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when are people gonna realize that the world doesnt give a shit if theyre suffering, the real world is ruthless

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I always said id never turn out like her though so should i compare myself to her

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This 'chat' makes me feel like I'm screaming into darkness

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i can hang for a few min- misty

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purple at the end of the day, its your life to live, your mum lived hers its up to you to do it the way you want

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hey blue- misty

96002 - 

also hello misty

82335 - 

Hello

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Thank you red

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hi cyan- misty

96002 - 

hi blue- misty

96002 - 

I guess some people realize it, and oppose it

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some kill themselves it looks like

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I guess ill keep going after my dreams and see where it leads me

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i see way too many people filming themselves having panic attacks on the bathroom floor and it kinda makes me question if they just want attention

82335 - 

I'm afraid of the world right now

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Hii -celestia

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plus following your passions doesnt mean you have to completely ditch the idea of your mum into oblivion

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CEL- misty

96002 - 

hello celestia

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MISTY!!

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- misty

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hey cyan!!

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Im back

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I guess it isnt so black and white

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HRU CEL- misty

96002 - 

well said misty

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cause holy shit if i ever record myself having a panic attack someone needs to smack some sense into me

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Wb white tho i js came lol

96001 - 

It's weirdly calming to chat like this

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My cat has just come back from cat hospital

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i know blue i love it here- misty

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