hes so kind to me and we both hurt each other in the past

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why do even people think that life could be justified?

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it cant

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i had such an embarrassing flashback to an old fight tonight

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obviously i'm not in ur situation so i'm sorry i might not be able to give the best advice but still - elli

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no amount of suffering can be justified

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im crying amd i almost threw up

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Also white - elli

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green i agree we really shouldnt be forced to live

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bun him - elli

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i love him

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hes the only person whos loved me too

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do u love him or how he makes u feel SOMETIMES - elli

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hes always so kind

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if there at least were accessible ways of ending all of this crap

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if he hurt you that much does he rlly love u as much as u love him - elli

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i kind of just want to die

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all seem gatekept, and require effort

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the reason why there isn't green is because ur note supposed to leave - elli

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pls don't white - elli

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supposed to?

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green maybe u could look up night night method or carbon monoxide methods? i personally dont have access to the materials required for these things but theyre painless from what i heard

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I looked up SN method

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noooooo purple - elli

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guys pls stopppp - elli

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ill ceck them out too

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u don't need to die - elli

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though I feel quite scared, and also it seems like something is trapping me mentally

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its their choice if they want to end it and noone should have a say in it because its their body

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i feel scared

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I was worried about closing all accounts

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purple sometimes we shouldnt encourage self destructive habits under the guise of personal freedom.

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and bank account before killing myself

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i get that purple but i'm not going to js read messages from ppl saying they want to die - elli

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but it seems like another mental trap

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if u want more methods theres a website called sanctioned suicide it should show up on the second page

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i wish u peace either way

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thanks

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broooo - elli

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I was reading it for some time

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