i wish i wasnt so.ill in the head honestly

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i have feed a stray cat

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that cat is the only reason im not killing myself

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even if I shot myself with a gun, how do I know it wouldnt hurt?

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that cat is orange

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tiny orange

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fym gng of course itll hurt

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i wanna say its bpd my mom has it her mom had it and going from foghting myself to not off soemthing to just fine isnt normal

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it likes milk, but runs away seeing me

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If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it does it make noise

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now i wish i xoukd afford to actuakly see

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oml theres this orange kitty near my house

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Cant really say yes or no

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and it has two orange babies

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i wanna eat them theyre so silly

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:/

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im too depressed to type

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im going to bed

95997 - 

too real

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gn

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how do I (or we) end all suffering?

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for all/any beings

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we dont

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My mom said id regret not talking to her as much

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thats just how its all programmed into being

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I wonder if she regrets as much as i do

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fair point, I can see this point

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When it comes to me

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its so cruel

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I think she refuses to think about it

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it disgusts me

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Whats the hardest decision youve had to make

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to kill myself I guess

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I just dont know whats the right thing to do

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is that even a decision though?

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Its so hard nothing seems right

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do we even have "real" choice?

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Yes

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I'm so anxious right now

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it seems so "programmed"

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