Youd rather lose me then accept me

95988 - 

white thats so real

89973 - 

And I literally got out of my friend's toxic therapy recently

95989 - 

Im the realist

95988 - 

She hasn't written to me for 3 weeks xdd

95989 - 

I wish i could care

95989 - 

I think people always have problems with their parents or their families. I think the home is more toxic

95985 - 

before I started acting gay my mom said shed accept me and then when i did tell her because I DID TRY to come out she said it was just a phase

89973 - 

But at some point it was annoying

95989 - 

If you think im so horrible then i get why youd let me push you away

95988 - 

"but they're your family" blah blah blah

95475 - 

I really hate my family

95985 - 

idk i have a love hate relationship w my parents

95982 - 

She expected therapy but didn't care about it

95989 - 

but sometimes they get too overbearing

95982 - 

I think we all do atp red

95986 - 

my mum especially

95982 - 

Who am i to give an ultimatum to her though she raised me and took care of me

95988 - 

i dont wanna sound like an asshole but its very evident that shes unhappy w herself and she just vents it out on me

95982 - 

I cant just say, accept me or i leave

95988 - 

I was having a panic attack one time about my grades and was hiding in my garage and my mom came to check on me and I was like im fine the first time but then when I told her what was bothering me

89973 - 

ive tried talking to her and encouraging her

95982 - 

she was just like 'well its your fault for digging yourself into that hole'

89973 - 

but she disregards it

95982 - 

WHICH MADE IT WORSE

89973 - 

She was recently talking about how her mother was horrible to her.

95988 - 

and she was blocking the door so i couldnt leave then i got upset and pushed past her

89973 - 

and i ran upstairs and almost passed out

89973 - 

becasue i was hyperventilating so hard

89973 - 

what is up w grown ups painting everything black and white

95982 - 

I hate when my parents see my cry

95986 - 

She still takes care of her mother who abused her and shes 92

95988 - 

they want to shove everything in a box

95982 - 

It makes me feel so guilty for some reason

95986 - 

My grandma is 92

95988 - 

She calls her often

95988 - 

I wish I was just accepted.

89973 - 

.

95990 - 

this is random but a friend of mine lost her grandpa

95982 - 

abusive guy

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