8 years could've gone into a healthier relationship but its too late to start

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not to mention my teen years too

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Ok no, i tokd mysekf to focus on something else but i keep coming back here. Fuck, fuck fuck I'm so fucking suicidal

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i could have been out there enjoying life but instead im stuck with her who literally doesnt give a shit and keeps yelling at me

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Sunk cost fallacy. Believing a choice is impossible because of time and effort youve put into something

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I won't do anything

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It's just so scary to fwel this way after shch a long time

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But you don't wanna keep living like this. Break up

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it was like a dagger to see him capitalise sunshine and not asterian

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sunshine snapped too. sunshine was hurting too.

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God.

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why do you still love sunshine?

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I wanna stop those thoughts

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I can’t stand people.

91919 - 

I don't believe I understand what you're talking about red

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I don’t know what I desire at this point.

91919 - 

I understand that sentiment green

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I’m going to kill someone.

91919 - 

sunshine was another guy me and my honourary brother knew, met at the same time. sunshine and i are extremely close and similar, but he still loves sunshine and not me

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Please dont?

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i think, anyway

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they fought recently

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they still spoke after that

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I see.

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Well i think you're taking this too personally too

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you dont get it

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Who he keeps in his life is his business

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Explain?

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he asked i not air out his business

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just please

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dont tell me "i'm taking it too personally"

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i know that damn well

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Today I'm commuting my train. I can't avoid it. When i used to have suicidal ideations on daily basis i used to think of jumping under train everytime i saw it. I was younger wnd in worse state

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I apologize.

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I am being honest but forgive my rudeness

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Back then, but i thibk i'm gonna feel this way today

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it doest feel like i can just move on. just "oh it isnt my fault" my way out of it all and leave

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i lost a brother

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one that i put so much trust and love and grief and myself into

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Well ive lost people in my life too, but never felt the grief of a lost companionship

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