Real, blue

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The only person that knows the extent of your multiple fronts is you, truly. No one else can know, at least not if you're smart about it.

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Yk what pisses me off

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Im on summer holiday but it's so shit

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When people try and act like they know everything

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When they objectively do not

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You can let someone else know. But only for a fleeting moment. Because to connect with this person permanently would end the charade, the freeness, and tie you down to shackles once more

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Especially when it comes to personal, physical, things

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Looking at you MUM

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Pmo

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Told her i qas thinking of taking this cough medicine, suppressant shit so I could actually get some sleep

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And she says "you can't, youre coughing shit up"

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??

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When did I say I was girl?

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And even after I told her my cough was dry, unproductive as SHIIIT

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The greatest gift in life is freedom. No one can take that from me, no one can be my friend ever again. This is my life, one far away from conversing from individuals that know my past. I have no past

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She still tried to tell me that I had a symptom which literally does mot exist in my body rn !!

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Lol

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You ain't me!! Why you tryna act like you know what's happening?

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I am no longer a person. I am multiple people rolled into one being, a being that is ever changing, a being that cannot be slowed down or stopped. This is me, forever, and ever

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She was saying all that crap like it was actual facts too

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When they were blatantly untrue

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Idk just gets on my nerves

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And people who do that always act like youre the stupid one too when you try and correct them

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Actually I dont care, after I get answers.. I would treat you poorply.. idk if sabihin, na that's why you dont have anyone.. no boyy, that's quite alright

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Its a little sad

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Being sick

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And being an actual adult

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If you try to stop me, to tie me down, to shackle me once more.. I will simply leave and wipe the slate clean again. And you will never know if you will speak to me agai.

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It feels like it gets to a point in your life where you get sick and nobody cares about you

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ang importante saakin bumalik ang respeto ko sa sarili ko so you better not play me.

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Really kinda gives me a new perspective

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Like I feel like shit

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Also, rin baka there's a pain on him, or baka ako lng? idk I'll never know. Pero as much as I understand that maybe he;s in pain, it wont excuse his actions towards me

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And have my friends asked about me?

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No

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You cannot know who I am, you cannot recognize me. I do not even know who I am. If anything, it's not a person that I have become. It's a presense

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Have my parents asked if I'm alright? If i need anything?

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Nope

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He'll find that avoidant girl then. He's going to be one less problem of mine then\

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