i'm on a shit ton of meds and they dont do shit

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smoking again

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<hii

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<anyone there

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hey

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how are you

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hello

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im doing fine what about yall

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feeling sleepy

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pretty shit ngl

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why

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long night at work, only got home a bit ago

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im a paramedic

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anyone here?

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damn that sucks

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please do take a break

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we broke up

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something about getting called to a possible rape of a 13 year old boy does something to you

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i have his initials on scarred on my ankle

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<wdym red

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<also sorry to hear that green

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i always feel like its my fault

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i just want to end it al l

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one of the calls my ambulance crew and i got was to the house of someone whos suspected of being raped by his own father

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<it is most likely not yours

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<dont

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meow

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<wow thats horrible red

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there's no good reason to i wanna overdose like i used to

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the kid was injured and we had to check him for internal bleeding and keep him company until the CNA was able to test him

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<hope the best for tht person

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<meow

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i hate feeling like this

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and we were called to a 4 vehicle crash on the highway

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damm

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had to get a doctor on the phone and pronounced 4 of the 7 people on scene dead

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i js want someone to love

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obsess over someone completely because i've ruined my future already

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a little girl survived but her mom and dad didnt and she kept asking me and my coworker "wheres my mommy and daddy?"

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fuck that's so sad red

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