and i dont belong anywhere

95958 - 

everything happens at the worst time

95958 - 

it sounds like you're making excuses, you can take control of your own life, this "set back" probably isnt as big as youre making it out to be

95475 - 

i dropped out of school in year 6

95958 - 

lol is that a big enough set back

95958 - 

so go back

95475 - 

i have the same education level as an 11 year old

95958 - 

to a primary school at 17?

95958 - 

theres adult school to get a diploma

95475 - 

youre making excuses

95475 - 

i cant leave the house without my mum let alone talk to a stranger without freaking out

95958 - 

you are accountable for your own life

95475 - 

yeah its kind of hard when youre retarded and chronically anxious

95958 - 

i just finished work and why the fuck did i get called to 5 attempted suicides in one night

82335 - 

i have agoraphobia too

95958 - 

so yeah im wasting my life not taking control

95958 - 

people need to understand killing themselves is not gonna fix their problems

82335 - 

like its not because of all of these big fucking disorders

95958 - 

i try to study at home but ive only just recently been diagnosed with adhd as wlel

95958 - 

so i havent figured out the proper medication for me

95958 - 

i wanted to smack one of the patients because they tried to do it when their dad, the only one in the house, is disabled and cant be alone

82335 - 

how can you be so selfish

82335 - 

this is fucked

95958 - 

ive had my fair share of attempts but once my brother was hospitalized i was like "im being really fucking selfish aint i"

82335 - 

my brain was only functioning because i was being molested and emotionally and physically abused every day for my whole childhood

95958 - 

now im supposed to be better

95958 - 

but im just regressing

95958 - 

at least at 10 years old i could talk to my male cousin

95958 - 

i know mental illness can distort the world for people and i suffer from it too but trying to committ in that situation? crazy

82335 - 

be normal right

95958 - 

i dont even know if i was really normal though because now im starting to think i just didnt realise

95958 - 

5 suicides, 3 r*pes, 2 murders, 15 random accidents, and 2 car crashes in one night

82335 - 

with all of these big diagnosises i dont know what to do

95958 - 

ive been trialling different medications since i was 11

95958 - 

16:30-05:15 all that happened

82335 - 

havent had any friends since i was 13

95958 - 

i just got back to my dorm

82335 - 

im supposed to be doing great though

95958 - 

then i start college in august for 12 fucking years

82335 - 

i just cant focus or regulate my emotions and im constantly ruminating about anything

95958 -