its been my pillow ever since i bought it, like two months after we met

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Which color is that?

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kinda the colour of your text

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Blue?

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Hm.

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i actually kinda thought you were him at the start of this just because of the colour lol

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I have never met him before. Don't know what to say

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lmao i know

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he uses perfect grammar like you do

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the pressure is so heavy and I am really having a hard time opening up to someone. and the only person pressuring me is myself

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he didn't used to

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idk it changed one day i dunno why

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I wouldn't say my grammar is perfect, per se but interesting

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wish he'd come back

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let it once be me.

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Take it easy cyan. Do what you need to when you need to

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last time we talked on the phone he said he still loved me, and i told him not to talk like that

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i hate it when we're splitting up and he tells me he loves me

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I often wish i was more emotional. Then i look at my parents and that wish dissipates

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i wonder if i'm still viginaire to you /naim

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or ascii, maybe

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i kinda hope youre hearing or seeing this somehow

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i know you'd think i'm pathetic

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Well im off now

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i know you'd just tell me to quit groveling

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Wish you well red

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wish you well blue

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it

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it's so late now

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i wonder if that was you

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are you going to be upset with me?

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probablyy

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i tried to be vague enough

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i used sunshine and i's names, but i avoided yours

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was that too much?

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i tried not to mention specifics while others were on

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i'm making an effort

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i'm sorry

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i dont deserve your forgiveness

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when the smoke clears, are we friends, or strangers again? /lyr

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