none of this matters

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the fuck am i even going on about

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im diagnosed now so i can get a support worker to help me

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be less stupid

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i can go outside and go on buses and trains and walk across roads

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without fainting or throwing up

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so useless

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i am trying though i am

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i havent been purposefully letting my life go to shit

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if i were i would be smoking and drinking like my dad

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i wouldnt be a year clean from sh

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actually though lol i might die from this

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and none of it will matter

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im on so many different pills i could go right now

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i have a whole bag

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yes and this is why im going on mood stabilisers

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this is crazy

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hi

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i want to end it

91728 - 

i'm on a shit ton of meds and they dont do shit

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smoking again

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<hii

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<anyone there

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hey

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how are you

91728 - 

hello

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im doing fine what about yall

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feeling sleepy

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pretty shit ngl

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why

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long night at work, only got home a bit ago

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im a paramedic

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anyone here?

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damn that sucks

93697 - 

please do take a break

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we broke up

91728 - 

something about getting called to a possible rape of a 13 year old boy does something to you

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i have his initials on scarred on my ankle

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<wdym red

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<also sorry to hear that green

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