im too yappy

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I miss u aeil

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.

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You know i do, youve always been in my mind

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yet I couldnt muster up the courage to talk with you

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i still cant, but oh well

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heya blue

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sneaky lil dot

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i miss him now

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oof

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my lil dot friend

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he was one of a kind

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What is wrong with me

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I hate myself so much why douexaictnobody ever lived me and i should killmyself im a fat bitch who cant stop eating even if im skinny i want to feel it nothing gives me joy anymore its allpointles

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heya yellow

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I just stare at food or anything that causes slight discomfort for hours

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In shame

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I try to force myself but it doesnt work

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i wonder

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I have to dissociate to eat sometimes

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thats not the problem

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I want to jump off a bridge and die im not scared ofthe painimscared of myself i dontdeserve to live my parents are to kind for me and iman ungrateful brat i cant vent to anyone because the ethey fak

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I'm back again

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heya green

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am i visible

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I cant face normal pain people deal with

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ah gabe need to fix this site ong

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Holy fuck i'm suicidal over something so small that happened. HOW? I haven't felt this way in at least 2 years

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I don't get it

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Objectively the obstacle ahead of me isn't that awful

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screw u gabe, why cant u fix this goddamned site for once

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Learned helplessness

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And I'm making it out to be impossible to overcome

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Maybe

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Why am i alive

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I'm doing so much better rn than 2, and especially 4 years ago. I'm still behind my peers though

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oh, i should probably sleep or I'll relapse

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Why do i seek permission to exist

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I can not do that again

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You're right purple

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