I shouldnt ruin people's lives just to "learn"

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i did it on purpose

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Poor thing coral

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and i loved the attention

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Im a monster who deserves death

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because i never had attention from my parents

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i'm a mess

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I have a loaded gun under my bed

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i put myself in bad situations because i feel like i deserve it

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You cant change the past green. You can only choose what happens now. Stay on the bottom as long as you need, cry and scream your heart out but get up at some point

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I think tonights the final straw, I'm done

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Why would i ever choose to get up

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I hurt people

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No you arent green

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Constantly

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Change, heal

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Ive ruined peoples lives

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i'm sick of people trying to 'fix' me

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why do i deserve to heal when they never will

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i wish that i'd had the privilege of parents

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all i want is a hug

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YOU BOTH WILL LIFE IS NOT A BILL AND YOUR SUFFERING IS NEVER POETIC

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<i think i have something like minor depression bru

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Im sending you every hug i can coral

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thank you

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I DONT WANT IT TO BE POETIC I JUST WANT TO DIE

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<maybe major

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my father's a pedophile & my mother's abusive in at least one aspect

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ill die alone, unimportant, unknown, and it'll be the best thing I could ever do for myself

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Dying is for cowards

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Hurting people like this ruins my life and injust. I cant anymore i cant

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Fuck you

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sometimes i just feel like a baby

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Keep moving green

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Dying is dying. I don't care about some notion of courage when im dead and buried

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Why should i.

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who am i moving forward for

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Ich bin sehr traurig

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i need to find a reason to keep pushing through

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Me??? Other people??? no fuck that

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