and i dont mean masochism, i mean like non consent fetishes

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i love people

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yes that

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im into it since i was a kid in elementary school

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<what weird fetishes coral

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and not cnc like literal abuse

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Like straight up rape?

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I wana fucking kill myself

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<but is it due to trauma or self hatred

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yes but not bc i like it ik its horrible

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both

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Ye ig

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or maybe i like it idk im confused

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coral you’re definitely traumatized, at least youre self aware

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even too much

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if it actually happened id probably kms bc id feel guilty as hell for saying i like it

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bc i know i wouldnt actually like it

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you can like it and explore it in a safe way, and in an unsafe way. you're clearly into it in the latter form. you need help. - dongguoren

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or maybe i want it bc i dont like it😭

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hello? - elli

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LMAO SORRY

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im trying to get help but my psychiatrist looks at me like im crazy

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yay there r ppl online - elli

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I feel weird telling people my pronouns, because im afraid people will judge me

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he told me i should do EMDR n DBT or smth like that

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DBT , dialectic behavior therapy - dongguoren

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nah we dont care purple😺 if it makes u feel any better i got a rape kink

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im a she/they/xe

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LMAO

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<im so happy about this being back

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i love joking abt it

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yeah that stuff

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hi - elli

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my pronoun problem is such a non issue compared to everyone else

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if you like joking about it, it means you're not taking your health seriously enough - dongguoren

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bc its not serious

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it can be tho - dongguoren

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i dont give a fuck enough qbt mysef

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myself*

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ight peace - dongguoren

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