you are not borderline, not unless you are diagnosed for it - dongguoren

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my psychiatrist doesnt wanna diagnose me, he just thinks im weird

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i dont know whats wrong with me tho

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<hihihihihih

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<hi

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it's not working at all

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maybe its not that, it might me smth else

95807 - 

it's seriously not working

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because a diagnosis is not "given", you have to run a couple of tests to see what turns up, and that can take a lot of preparation. did you go to a therapist? - dongguoren

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Workout then dumbass

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I just wanna stay at home all day, I don't wanna go to class

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even if I use someone's existence to motivate myself, it doesn't work

56101 - 

yeah, i tried opening up to my psychiatrist but he was just a bit shocked and he said im a masochist

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but im not

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even if I made someone as my role model, it doesn't work at all

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worst thing you can do is stay at home all day, so if you're going to bunk college/school, at least head out and do something else.

94606 - 

what am I doing with my life?

56101 - 

well, what did you tell your psychiatrist?

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bc as a coping method i watch movies abr extreme violence n imagine its happening to me to feel better

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I promise I just skip today's class

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and i fall asleep to the thought of it every night/cant sleep if i dont

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yeah that's some kind of masochism. - dongguoren

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im not into it tho

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testing

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Ask urself green

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i mean i sonr know😭

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hello

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into what, masochism?

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Hi

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ive been doing it since i was 8

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sigh

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not the movies the thoughts

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it's already a habit

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y'all have no names, so idk who's who - dongguoren

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who's the masochist here? pls name yourself masochist thanks - dongguoren

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Am stellan smartass

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me lmao

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idk

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I won't live pass 20 anyway

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i just joined, call me caro/cato or purple

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