I refuse to kill myself

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she might at future point in time find someone proper maybe she might be on her own i hope she have everything good life has to offer

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I dont feel real idk its just weird

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wdym blue

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idk anymore

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I feel detached from reality

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Brainfog or smthn idk

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depersonalization

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Yeah

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grounding techniques are good for that

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ohhh

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youre dissociating

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yeah grounding works

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it happens to me also

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Ya ik red but it just stopped working it feels like im on autopilot

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try to go on walks ig

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i get that

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Everyday i feel like its gonna be the last

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im a sad depressed person with a depressing past and tho i do love her think she shouldnt give a shit about someone thats a failure who given up on everything like me

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I really cant take it anymore

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To everyone on ventscape thank you so much for being such a great place with such amazing people, i hope all goes well for you and ill miss you once im gone take care <3-terra

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but it kinda makes me happy to just acknowledge the love i have for her in small ways

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thanks terra

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hey

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hi

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Ill miss you all!-terra

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hi purp

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Bye bye cyan i wish u the best

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terra is roman word for earth

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how are we today

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or scientific

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shit id say

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I really miss my cat

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same here

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Just hopefully my plan works or else i will be back <3-terra

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im decent

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heyo- dumb teenager here lol- i struggle with self esteem and procrastination issues idk what to do to improve it tbh-

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who all is here today?

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what happened to ur cat

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blue

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