i feel very dumb that im in love with her to begin with that was unexpected

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wbu green

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and coral

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just chillin

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about what

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anything

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life in general ig

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tqrue that

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just wanna get this out that i missed her so much but i cant tell her that

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i keep showing signs of going craay but its probably because i brought myself here

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crazy=

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the time i was away i missed her but i wont tell her that

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same

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not here just to thatmwental state in genreal

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i get that corak

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and i love her i also wont tell her that

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i wish i could tell him i miss him but i cant

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my dumbass could never

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i would wring myself and pour all the love i have within me to her if i could

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but?

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sounds dumb buf really

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nah

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but

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it doesnt

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i was like that b4

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wait no

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still am

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lmfao

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i feel horrible when ppl try to get close to me. the amt of times in my life ive had to leave people behind has become such a pattern that ive started abandoning them myself before life does it for me

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wtf am i talkin abt

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...

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well im a loser i think she should be with another

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agreed

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i want the best for her

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i get that cyan\

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just being around is enough for me and i will always love her

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just her

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and its like... do you even know what ur putting urself through. i crave connecttion but ive never had kinship with someone long or deep enough to feel anything for them that isn't surface-level

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damn

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exactly cyan

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