i just want to fuck myself over and over again

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Shes lucky i love her sm or id be dead already

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Sometimes yellow i want to torture myself too

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I wish my life wasn't so boring so I can reach out with something exciting

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Like i feel i somehow deserve to go through that

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persuing worse

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But you shouldnt want to torture yourself

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I think one day i am going to end up really hurting myself in a way that wouldnt kill me

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Like in purpose

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Im s ared of thst and i dont want to do it

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But i just know thst one day im going to

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i hurt myself all the time

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i have a really high pain tolorace

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What do you do

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ummm...

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burn my self jump off high things

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i dont really have fear

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😭

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no wonder why it hurt the first time i did it i was hitting styros

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You should not do thst!

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or happiness

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i punch brick walls somtimes

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It makrs me feel really sick

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I really dont want to hurt myself but im worried i will

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idk how to not

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I'm gonna livestream taking a shit

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I usually think of people i like

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let me guess coral u have a fragile masculinity because of toxic men surrounding ur life

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Thats certainly a choice blue...

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Guys vote: strawpoll.com/7rnzVe0B3nO

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i mean my foster parents praticly forget i exsist and my room is just a empty void

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or something similar to that

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I think the only 2 things stopping me from actually killing myself is my mom and my best friend

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I'm taking the best shit ever

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well i have nethier to stop me

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My mom found me the first time i tried to and it kills me to think about how she was crying when i was at the hospital

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Ive never seen her cry before

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my parents have no idea

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a toxic what now

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i legit have like none to talk to

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