i just wanna run away from everything

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Hmm. Stop worrying bout the future

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but my dog is sick and i keep thinking what if he dies what if he dies

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Yuki?

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and america just started a war and im like what if i get bombed

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she means so much to me and i know things wont work out at the same time

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America war?

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WW3 about to be crazy

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and my mom went somewhere without telling me where or when she'll be back and i'm like what if she's dead in a ditch or what if she's drunk driving or what if something happened

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or what if something is going to happen

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i just want her to hug me and tell me ill be okay

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and my dads an immigrant and he's fully legal but i keep thinking what if he gets deported and i don't know bcuz i don't live with him

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and my friends are driving to maryland and i'm like what if they get in a car crash

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and im like what if i die in my sleep or a freak accident happens or i get bombed and i die never having experienced love or genuine kindness

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i dont know why i cant have a normal relationship

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I will be devastated if I never find my soulmate

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and im like what if the world ends tomorrow because of global warming or nuclear bombs or something in the galaxy

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i'm just

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29 and still no sign

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scared about everything

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I'm running out of time

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and nothing helps

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nothing makes me feel even a bit of relief

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I keep on going but I think I will give up soon

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God is such an asshole

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i can't sleep or eat or draw or think about anything

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i should have killed myself

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just what if over and over and over

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Maybe it's not meant for me

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shes kind of the only thing that makes me happy

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When will it be my turn?

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and then when something bad finally happens i'll be like I KNEW IT even though i'm airways worried about everything happening all the damn time

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2040?

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always *

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When I'm 44

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i just

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idk

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Maybe it'll be when I'm 70

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i wish i had someone to talk to

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or something

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