self sabotage from low self esteem or self hatred

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I dong know how to describe it

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possibly depression

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ok back

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I like being around people better than me

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is yellow still here?

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sending hugs, red

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S@ was probably what ruined me. Especially putting up with it for 2 years

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Jonah complex perhaps?

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complex characterized by an inability to allow self ro experience success, joy, and personal groth

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Me?

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To* growth*

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yes

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where do u think that stems from?

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Oh. I think I developed that because I

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Did u have a difficult childhood?

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Was abused

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trhats so sad, im sorry

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how so

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Im still getting hit

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yes makes sense. Abuse feels comfortable so u seek it. Consciously or otherwise

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Please seek help. You deserve better

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hey everyone - stella

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hello stella - joker

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I cant afford it. Im a minir

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*minor

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you can change ur patterns of behavior

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we're here for u, red!!

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as a minor u have a malleable mind

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start by being kind to urself today

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I’m trying my hardest

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Surround yourself with ppl who are kind to u

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i agree

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keep trying. Dont give up

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you may not be able to erase the past but you can form good bonds and good memories from now on

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have a good day everyone!!

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u too cyan :)

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take care everybody

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Hi

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I hope I can find someone soon

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