learn to cope

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i will either get my meds and live or get better or die

95151 - 

I know that its whatever i guess

95151 - 

yes i either will or i will die

95151 - 

i dont think you will die

95664 - 

you lived long enough to learn how to speak english and use a computer.... and internet.... pretty sure you can live without pills

95664 - 

=)

95664 - 

just because i have the faculties to live doesnt mean i want to

95151 - 

guys ive been thinking abt kmsing should i idk

95666 - 

ik there's so much more to live for

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but idk

95666 - 

everyone does things they dont want to

95664 - 

i need someone to talk to

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7cups.com

95664 - 

7cups isnt very helpful

95666 - 

suicide is a last resort imo, if u think talking would help its not worth killing urself

95151 - 

neither is this place lol

95664 - 

so you're saying bc i want to talk abt it

95666 - 

i dont actually want to kms

95666 - 

eh im saying it would be a bad decision

95151 - 

agreed

95664 - 

idk im 15 i dont see myself being happy

95666 - 

my life's been decided for me

95666 - 

ill always have to be living under someone's rulings

95666 - 

I wonder what would happen if i js disapeard

95667 - 

well yeah rn cause ur a kid

95151 - 

now my parents later my spouse that my parents will choose for me

95666 - 

life changes

95151 - 

i hate it

95666 - 

ill never get what i want

95666 - 

i feel stuck

95666 - 

would u rather die or kill ur spouse

95151 - 

i which id js die

95666 - 

die

95666 - 

i want all the monie in the world

95664 - 

because my spouse did nothing wrong

95666 - 

but that would mean no one else has money

95664 - 

its not their fault they had to marry me

95666 - 

and not a good system for any of us 0.O

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I wonder how long it take for my fam to notice im gone -jules

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