i dont even wanna do anything now anymore. yes i used to be a topper. now am avg. and when i try they say i dont. so whats the point? rather if i dont, i will get less in boards and an excuse to kms

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Can you change what you want to be?

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You're only 14

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Life is short as is and youll never know what could have been if you don't live it

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Take short breaks and follow a cycle

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30 minutes studying 10 minutes on free time

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i try that, but i get distracted

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You're not ungrateful cel youre just stressed out

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Set timers on your phone and lock in

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I have adhd

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Ik distraction like that back of my hand

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i felt okay with my body for a few weeks and now i just want to relapse again

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who knows yellow? am telling u my pov of them. my pov is negative. so u r js seeing their negative side. so basically its u hearing what i want u to.

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not even as bad as i was just like bmi 14.5 or sum something that wont kill me

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ohh am so sorry.

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but i have too much to worry about now

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Not exactly. Theyre stressed and dont want you to fail they arent haning kt right

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Handling it right*

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ill be taking entrence exams next april for one of the best schools in the country and i dont want to come there hooked on a tube

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but it comes fr caring

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idk.........its js so overwhelming at times

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coral whats bmi?

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im bmi 18.2-19 depends on when

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Body mass index

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ohhh

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You got this pink

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so now i get to be insecure about my height too damn

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Pink?

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well it reminds me...........i have depression, bipolar and maybe ed too.........idk am not diagnosed, js self assessments

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ill just learn stuff and distract myself

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Are you feeling ok physically?

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cuz yk who can say the beat anorexia by learning biology but it works actaully

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i do usually

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i have some permanent health issues but im used to that

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If you're feeling ok and healthy youre in a good place

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Istg if i hear these damn planes again grrrr

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when i wanted to relapse once i played tetris for 3 hours to not think abuut it and it worked

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thanks yellow

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I was anorexic for a bit when i was younger, i get where you're coming from

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Oh fuck yea tetris

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