real actually

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me rn

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Its okay red it shall pass trust

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i hope so

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bro got me spinning around in circles i hate this

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Nah ik the feeling

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why is this happeninf to me

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i hope i can see him again

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but ik if i did id crash out and never be heard from again

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he sent me a snap of his arm like 30 min ago and i think im a new person now like im not recovering from

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this stupid ass shit bro its bad

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i keep thinking ab two nights ago at the carnival it was so fun

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what yhe FUCJ

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i cant tell if he likes me but i hope so

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rahhhhhhh

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i like the way he looked at me when i started to talk

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like he was genuinely paying attention

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or when he starting telling me ab the music he likes

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or in his car when he told me he only came to see me

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bro

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i need to make this work i cant lose this

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anyone here?

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nvm ^^

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.

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i'm so tired

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i feel so alone

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as empty as this server lmao

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*crickets*

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eh whatever not like i care that much

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i'm just tired of this endless loop.

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where i'm sad and hating on myself and then

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my dumb brain takes over telling me to kms and sh

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and i'm like but i don't want to

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and so it's like fine lmao be horny

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so i watch nasties and i'm sick of it because i hate sex

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i hate sex i hate it and i've never been SA

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i'm just a girl in a world that sees her as a toy to play with

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i want to be beautiful but in the end beauty is only sexual

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there is no hope for me

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i want to take away everything that makes me female

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