Shockingly i was never a Tumblr person til last year when i had a menatl break..i left ot then rejoined in the community last month when i broke down again

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r u telling me yellow?

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especially of those "look at me i cvt myself kawai >_<" girls like damn i as there to vent not to cringe mybrain out

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Like wdym youve been smoking, and ive never even THOUGHT about it

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I didnt see your text c sorry

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and yes

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Oh the cringe 💔🥀

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ohh ok

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Wdym you have dozens of friends, and i only have 1 friend

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tbh those people made me feel cringe for even struggling anf helped me to recover i cannot

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Hey blue dont pick thst shit up

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Im not im just so confused

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Its better to have 1 real friend than 5 fakes

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But now i have nothing to do this summer

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And hes been going out every week

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People make questionable choices

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I have a lot of feelings about tumblr and the people on it

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Actually im the only one of my 5 siblinvs with nothing to do

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But they also get me

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The amount of times ive veen the only person in the house makes me sad

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So its hard to leave

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Learn to code?

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I hang around tumblr

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My only friend jas strict parents who apparently think im a jood rat so i cant even call my friend until 3 pm

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when we came there for my 13 yo check up if was the negging of my ana so i was like bmi 17

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But not ed tumblr thankfully

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I feel like i need to start disobeying the rules or smth

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so when well go there this october it prolly wouldnt be good to get even lower

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shed be mad

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I know the side of tumblr im on is bad but its like a drug atp

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It eats away at me snd mind

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Im the only one of my siblings whos never had a partner

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People csn be biased it sucks

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idk i miss the scale more than the body

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Nro my 7 yo sister has had a bf before 🥀 maybe I am chopped

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Or maybe youre just nkt interested

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i still dnot think theres been anything that made me happier than hitting my goal weight, or lowests weight and stuff idk it was better

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Only ugly guys talk to me, im too awkward around peoppe to make friend, and too scared to disobey the rules 🥀

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Cel whatever happens i hope you feel better

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I see my future and the light is dim

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