Someone named qiqi i think was here

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oh. that actually surprises me that she remembered this existed

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Pill mills throw meds at you even if you don't want or need them

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anyways how are you all?

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Im good. Hbu?

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Ohhh i see, i had. A pill pusher in my old town where i grew up when i was a kid

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medical staff apart of it dole out meds like candy

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I'm alright thank you <3

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Helloo im well how are you?

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yikes im sorry cyan. I thankfully avoided that

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thats good stella

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Woof... I was so glad to get out of that town and get better help, but ive since moved again so...i need to retell so many details to someone new again

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Second time ive moved

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That can't be easy

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At this rate i blame everything on the lead poisning smh

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Yikes

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Too young to remember that thankfully but that never was the worst of my worries, i hate building trust its so hard

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Like will this new therapist even KNOW what a dissociative disorder is? Will they take me seriously?

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I dont even trust people in general anymore

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I have like 2 people in my life i talk about this with

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And 1 i barely talk to. They dont really tslk to me either anymore

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sometimes, it takes a while to try find a good therapist

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Im glad you have someone to talk to yellow

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Thx

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Oh im sorry :(

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heck we got misdiagnosed with did before we went to another and got properly diagnosed with osdd

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It does im sure but i don't really feel safe enough to

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I personally don't think mines as extreme as striaght up did

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Not where im at

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Ik there are multiple people in my head and i can talk to them sometimes

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But as to what it is specifically not sure

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it could be multiple things...

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and that sucks

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I don't blackout and lose my memory for months at a time anymore so that's progress i guess

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wow its rlly hot in the body because qiqi put like fifty different blankets on

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They were cold

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Anal sex is used to make women more submissive to them so that men have more control over women.

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Its hard for me to get something across to them but im very mean when i am. I hate them all even if its undeserved, im stuck in denile, i keep hoping its schizophrenia.

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Weird take there blue

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Interesting change of pace

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