again

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so she was fucked up and angry for years, holding a grudge, never said anything to me

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from what I knew of our relationship prior to the incident; everything was perfect

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Hey anyone around? - Stella

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I am.

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that same month we visited a very large family gathering of hers and everything was great

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I met pretty much all her family

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They seemed to like me well enough

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..

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.

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its cold.. so cold...

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Why's it cold

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I think im beyond fixing anymore. Im a vile excuse for a human. I have emotions but i still did and do what i did and engage in

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Then out of nowhere, about 2 weeks after, she decides to just destroy everything by cheating, specifically with someone who would hurt me more, so it was very intentional

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Damn green...girl troubles?

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Sorry to hear that green

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I never got any resolution from her as to why she did that, other than she was upset that I dated someone 6 months when we weren't together, which she knew completely

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it.. just is...

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Our lives were going so good

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Oh man

95533 - 

I... don't have a good memory sorry...

95107 - 

Thats kinda psychotic honestly

95532 - 

Youre not the only one, my memory is also jacked to hell and back

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Anyone who'd do stuff like that over somethi like that

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We had a good life, few friends, no money trouble

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Damn

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I'm just.. an alter based off a fictional character... my memory is never good... i want to remember good things rather than trauma...

95107 - 

Isn't there right one

95532 - 

My memory got fucked by trauma too red

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I planned on marrying her, which is quite a statement from me, I do not believe in marriage

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Grounding helps a lot

95532 - 

we have... osdd... trauma made me have to exist...

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Are you the host or an alt?

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alter.... trauma holding one...

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Oh

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I hated when the doctor told me that its probably that i have. So much trauma in one little guy. Woof...

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Im sorry

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Try writing notes

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Its an odd thing the brains will do to survive

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I could have been a better person, but I am not sure what she did warrants destroying years

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