suicidesanction

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<yellow dont say that here

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a what now

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Not really... I can search them up though? - stella

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suicide

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Don't go chasing your emtions

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<sure

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i will succeed this time

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i have a sh pdf that may help you

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love

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<but could only share the link

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they all say that

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yellow yellow death is painful and it will not fix anything

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i dont want to wake up in the er with the blood filling up my throat

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<yeah dont try to ctb

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okay wait so its not that deep, it's only jus thru the epidermis as far as im aware - stella

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i love that site

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i looked st it a few days ago

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accelarted end should be last resort

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its helpful

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<oh then i dont think you have to bandage it unless its gonna get rubbed by clothing if you dont

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<bandaging is mainly to avoid infection

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and besides life is nice most of the time

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<but it could also help to hide it

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<also consider if you have actual bandages or gauzes

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i couldnt even stand a chance

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my parents are fucked

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they like the pain they inflict on me

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they dont even care sbout me

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<anyways ive been feeling depressed but like in a weird way

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<not literally depressed just feeling

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nobody believes that ehen i tell people because my mom looks like a complete different person when shes infronf of ofhers

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well adopcion could help yellow depending how old you are

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ive never felt snything else but depressed and now im starting to get better but its strange and i want to hit rock bottom again

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<today i literally got myself horny on purpose to avoid being sad all day wtf

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im constantly picturing myself slicing my wrists open

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wait what

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they are so vivid

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it feels like im doing it

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well that is disturbing

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